The day of release

The last couple of months God striped me of everything. He wanted to teach me a lesson about purpose and priority.

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Today began with 3 dollars in the bank and cloudy weather. I were to write about how heavy clouds in your life can keep you from seeing God. However even if you don’t see Him directly, the light of the day tells you that He is there.

This time hasn’t been a fun ride, I’ll tell you. But Jesus has never promised any of His students an easy ride. It’s part of our shaping process.

God asked me to kill my service for Him, my purpose in Him. Or, truth be told, I told God I would kill it. Then He responded that He actually thought that it was a good idea. He asked me a simple question:

Am I alone enough for you?

I immediately responded: “Yes, you’re enough”. So I withdrew from everything. And I felt that I lost my purpose. So even when my lips said yes, it’s been a battle to make my heart say yes too.