Posts Tagged ‘God’

How God’s love exploded in me

Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009
God’s love. The thing that started everything and is His passion and drive our very being.

This love is so huge can’t be expressed in words. And it changes everything. This is how I came to experience and realise just that that.

My testimony of God’s love

As I courted my wife I was out buying her a present. I still remember how I took the escalator to the second floor in the most famous shopping center in Oslo, Oslo City. As I stepped off suddenly everything around me changed.

It was like my very being was transformed into this tunnel vision. A single point of focus for my whole existence. Every cell in my body aligned with this focus.

Right then and there nothing in the whole world mattered other than the well being of my future wife. That was my single purpose and focus. And this love I felt was intense.

It was God’s love

It lasted for about a minute. I could not have handled this state much longer. I was amazed of this love. It was a supernatural love, far beyond what people normally can experience.

Then I understood that this was God demonstrating a small fraction of His Love for me. And believe you me, it’s immense, huge, amazing and beyond comprehension.

My story: How does revival start?

Tuesday, December 8th, 2009
How can we have revival, and how does it really start? Do we have to pray, fast and scream out, until God comes?

For me, calling to revival started with a very sexy woman. Now this story is not about this incredible woman, but God. So I’ll just say that she entering my life made me rededicate myself as a Christian, we got married in 2001 and God miraculously gave us two children.

I began going to a local church. I just wanted to rediscover my roots as a Christian, find the basics. I had no thought about visions, service for God, being used in mighty ways or anything like that. Revivals I hardly knew existed. I did not ask God for anything in that sense. I simply wanted to learn more about what it means to be a Christian.

The call

So even I had been a Christian for most of my life, I enrolled to an Alpha course. I was rather surprised when a letter came back, welcoming me to Christian leadership school. “Oh, they just did a mistake”, I thought and wanted to call them to correct the mistake.

Then God spoke to my heart: “It is no mistake. I have called you to leadership”.

So I went to the course, where I felt out of place. I knew little about leadership and nothing about leadership in Christian context. There was all these pastors and senior people, together with me, small mr Alpha Course.

That was the beginning of my calling. I did not cry out for revival to God. I did not beg him to use me. I did nothing.

The tiny powerful flame

God changed my heart. He started a fire there. It was small. Almost impossible to see and sense. When the devil first looked at the fire, he must have laughed: “Is that all? I’ll put that out in a minute”.

But he could not.

The fire just continued to burn and burn and burn. In times of living in sin and darkness, the fire was still there. In times of being long away from God, it was still burning. In times of big trial and hardship, that tiny flame did not die.

Nuclear reaction

Out of despair and agony I have tried to kill the fire myself, two times. It was times when it brought me to the limits of what I could endure, and then some. But I am powerless. I can’t put it out. It follows me. It fuels me. And it drags me back to God and his purpose time after time.

One time God showed me the tiny flame. And it was no tiny flame. It was like this huge nuclear reaction.

I am an involuntary volunteer. God took my heart.

So I do not think revival starts with people crying their hearts out. I think revival starts with God’s love. This love put fire in people’s hearts. And then they cry their hearts out. I think it’s how the Norwegian revival will start, and how most revivals starts. It’s not initiated on man’s will or doings.

My story: Failure as a Christian business man

Sunday, December 6th, 2009
Today I feel a bit down, so it’s a great opportunity to tell my story as a Christian business man.

Almost from the beginning of my calling to revival in Norway and Europe, in 2000, God told me that Christian business would be important in the revival.

In 2004 I was working as a secretary in my church, while studying business. However it did not bring enough to support our family. So I began looking for other jobs. On the side I also created a business plan for a Christian business, that would generate recources for the local church.

The birth of a Christian business

I sold myself into a company and they offered me a position. At that time my business plan had matured into a small team and full support from my pastor and the leaders of the church, and had an investor who was interested in helping us. So I rejected the job proposal.

We didn’t start with much, though. Our office was in the church, and rather than developing products, we had to sell our time as consultants to survive. But we had a fire and vision and mission from God. So we kept at it.

Going to Ukraine

Our goal was to set up an offshore software development center in Ukraine. Over 1 1/2 years I had several trips there (I live in Norway), networking and retrieving information from university tops, politicans, lawyers, software developers and friends.

As the manager I made a plan and budget for how we could launch what we called RightSourcing. It was a combination of local specialists and offshore IT developers, creating the optimal risk profile and value for money.

A real learning experience

Long story short we launched the Ukrainian office, but only with a fraction of the cash needed, because of reluctance from the board and unkept intentions. My venture into daily battle began.

I have never before learned so much in so short time. Prior to that I had never experienced so much agony and pain. But I don’t regret one second of it.

A few months into the venture, God spoke to me, and said that I had to look to other churches for support. I told this to my team. I also began to half heartely look to other churches. However having not enough experience and too much on my hands, I failed to act strongly enough.

The desert experience

A couple of months after that I felt a spiritual door close towards my church and the leaders I worked with there. We later learned that it was at that time that the leader I worked closest with fell in sin.

This is what I call the beginning of my desert experience. It’s difficult to say exactly what that is. However it involves lack of durability in the works you commit, lack of supporting the family and the sense of lack of purpose and direction.

The business involved 10 – 12 people at the most. We had managed to put together people for a new board and a new manager. And everybody agreed upon the necessity for cash. However one year after the launch in Ukraine we were too tired to fight further. It ended in bankruptcy, which ironically enough to me was one of the more easier and pleasurable business experiences I had had that year.

The death of purpose

The business was my work for God and represented my God given vision. Why let God my work for Him die? He have told me later. I will post about this tomorrow.

It is now about 9 1/2 years in preparation for revival and 3 1/2 years in this crazy desert experience. Extreme makeover… Moah, moah, moah. God is good.

Suffering

Friday, December 4th, 2009
I feel the need to write something about the two different origins of suffering. Sometimes it is critical to discern the two.

Even though God allows suffering for His children, He never cast destructive curse on us. Never! Any suffering that originates from Him has a divine purpose, from the outset. And it’s driven by total love for us.

As earthly parents we from time need to set limits for our children. Sometimes we take away goodies or privileges from them, to help them grow up. This is the same with God, as the Heavenly Father.

No punishment

God does not punish us. All punishment was laid upon the shoulders of Jesus, as He step up on that cross. As long as we stay in the grace, there is no punishment.

Negative consequences from our sin is not punishment. When we allow sin power in our lives, there is consequences. It is how things work. The spiritual consequences we kill through repentance and staying in the grace. The souly consequences we kill by living in the Spirit and embracing our Heavenly identity. It brings you peace and inner balance.

Work of the devil

Any suffering that orginates from satan has no divine purpose. And the driving power is hate for us, and anything that belongs to God. This is the origin of any destructive suffering.

However God are able to even turn the works of satan, and put divine purpose into it. It does not mean that the origin of the suffering was God from the outset. It just means that God restored what the devil destroyed.

It must be really frustrating for satan to see that time and time again his hard work to destroy is turned to the good.

Not everything has purpose

Not everything that we experience as children of God has a purpose. The reason is simply that we’re not in Heaven yet, and the work of satan is very much present in the world. However God has always a plan to restore us, heal our wounds, and bring full purpose back to our lives.

We just need to hold on and keep loving our Heavenly Father.

Why does God take things away from you?

Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009
Shouldn’t God’s children be blessed? So why do God keep taking away things from your life?

I recently received a newsletter from Neil Crofts, who promotes authentic leadership. In this newsletter he talks about the importance of status, and how conflict and untruth rise up from our strive for status.

Neil says that often the real reason behind conflict more is about status then greed or religious differences. All luxury goods are based on desire for status.

Why is status so important? Status represent our value and the feeds our identity. Status reflects our identity, and if the status are destroyed, so are our facade, dignity and self value connected to our identity.

God take stuff away from us

So why would God take stuff away from us, instead of blessing us? Well, first of all, by taking the stuff away, he is blessing us. God always act out of love, because that’s who He is.

Also he takes stuff away, because He wants to change our identity. By removing our status, it shakes our identity.

If I now longer possess the status, I need to seek status and value somewhere else. Namely He wants us to seek our Kingdom identity. He wants us to realise that our value is not connected to earthly status, but to Kingdom value.

The items of status can be really anything that feed our ego. It can be our career, car, house, education, business. And what can be even more difficult to understand: It can be our service for God, posture in our church and our view and relationship with God.

Because our earthly service and posture in church is not the same as our Heavenly identity.

Breaking news! God can be proved

Sunday, November 29th, 2009
It’s impossible to prove God’s existence, some say. I believe that’s not completely true.

I do agree that there probably does not exist a single piece of evidence that on an universal level can undeniable prove God’s existence on a world wide level. However I believe that on a personal level the undeniable proof is in the pattern.

At least that’s how it is in my life.

I can’t get past the huge amount of evidence. Each piece does perhaps not contain enough conclusive data. However the pattern of the evidence put together is so overwhelming.

It’s so overwhelming that even if I should wish to not believe, I can’t. It would be to deny so much of myself, that I don’t think it’s possible.

Court in session

The legal system in our society is built on the same principle. Judgement seldom come based on a single piece of evidence. It’s the pattern of evidence, put together, that tells the story, past shadow of reasonable doubt.

This pattern is enough to have people thrown in jail for the rest of their lives, or even killed, some places.

If this legal principle is strong enough to have people killed, why shouldn’t it be enough to produce life?
Because in my life the pattern of evidence is there. However the conclusion is faith and the verdict is eternal life, not death.

Pieces of evidence

I have thousands pieces of evidence in my life. And as I look for the light, the more evidence keeps pop-in up. E.g. right now I can feel the presence of God in my room.

However I might be emotionally screwed up, right? Well, all around me I can talk about different experiences, supernatural encounters, miracles, healing and circumstances that point to my God, experienced by myself or people I know. It’s a massive pattern of evidence of not an existing God, but a God who loves me. Here are one of the pieces and here’s another.

I bet He loves you too. Try to meet His out stretched hand and you’ll get your own pattern.

The sensitivity of the Spirit

Saturday, November 21st, 2009
When God’s compassion gains room in our hearts, something fantastic begins to happen: The sensitivity of the Spirit starts to color our soul.

This is just so wonderful, because the sensitivity of the Holy Spirit just makes your life so much deeper. The grass gets greener. The flowers more beautiful. Your children even more adorable. And not to forget: The wonderful peace of Jesus.

When you obtain this peace you don’t want to trade for anything. It makes your life just so incredible stress free. Free of fear. Free from worries. The peace makes you able to face things you never could face in the natural.

The sensitivity of the Spirit also lifts your compassion to new levels. News stories suddenly becomes more alive to you and real. Other peoples’ tragic situations begins to impact you on a deeper level. It’s not just news any more. It is people. It will make you cry for a world in pain.

The sensitivity also brings along new levels of joy. You’ll celebrate life. You’ll understand how precious it is.

The sensitivity of the Spirit simply tells you more of how the Father is. You’ll begin to understand what He is about. You’ll begin to understand what Love is about. The Father is Love.

Let love be your ignition and fuel

Saturday, November 21st, 2009
In the new pact, God made it possible for ordinary people get to know Him. However He made it impossible to know Him without compassion and love.

Knowing our Father is all about heart to heart relationship. The driving force for man to connect to God is no longer through deeds and laws. It’s through compassion and adoration for Him.

My heart beats a little harder when I write this. Because I have fallen in love. I’ve fallen in love with the One who so desperately longs for my companion: My God.

Doors of Heaven

And this is how we grasp God, after we pass the first obstacle of believing in him. Faith opens up the doors of Heaven for us. Then we need to step in by loving on Him. We find Him through this love.

Righteousness are still there. However through blood of Jesus I stand clean. Faith enclose me. It makes the Father’s anger against my sin vanish.

Now I dare to approach the throne. And left is nothing but Him, me and the love between us.

Those that seek the Father through the dead letter without understanding the foundation of love, will never get it. It’s about heart beats first. Then the deeds comes from that passion.

After all it all began with love. For so loved God the world, that He gave His only Son… Love was His ignition for taking action towards the world that had rejected Him.

I love you, my Father!

The LORD is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love.
Psalm 103:8
Then Jesus, moved with compassion, stretched out His hand and touched him, and said to him, “I am willing; be cleansed.”
Matthew 1:41
If you had known what these words mean, ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice,’ you would not have condemned the innocent.
Matthew 12:7

Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.
Colossians 3:12

The miracles of God in every day living

Thursday, November 19th, 2009
The favor of God is so easily dismissed through not giving Him credit for the work He does. We must thank Him for His compassion and deeds.

We must not take the favor for granted. And we should not make excuses and say that blessing are just random luck coming our way.

- I don’t see the favor, you might say. But did you look for it in the small things? Did you give our Father credit for it? If you don’t see the small things, the big things won’t happen.

Do you include the things that didn’t go wrong today? E.g. today my neighbor’s car door was broken. Mine wasn’t. Favor or coincident?

Of course without the favor not all bad things would happen every day. But I’m 100% sure that I’m more accident free with the favor, than without. So when I’m reminded of it, I make sure to thank Him for that as well.

Not today

However today I not only need to give thanks for protection: God handled a rather big issue. A person went out of her way in her work duties and nagged her boss to help someone in my family. It’s one step in a prayer request I have.

It’s favor! Woho, God! I’m favored.

Thank God for His miracles! You’ll see them if you care to look.

Revival in Norway: Hope in 1000 to know the voice of God

Friday, November 13th, 2009
During his stay in Norway, Bob Hartley received a sign from the Lord. 1000 will break new ground to connect to the Father’s heart and listen to His Rhema at new levels.

Rhema is a greek word that means “the spoken word” or utterance. It is the voice of God, giving personal revelation.

This is the sign Bob received. Not known to him beforehand Rema 1000 is one of Norway’s major grocery store chains. Bob discovered this during one of his first walks here:

rema

Knowledge of heart matters bring close relationship

The desires of the Father will not be kept secret from the one thousand. New levels of intimacy will be won.

I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.
John 15:15

From hearing the Rhema comes revelation, intimacy and opportunity to gain direction and leadership from the Father. Intimacy gives strong relationship and faith. Through this I believe there will come a strong boldness to both declare His Rhema and putting it to action.

Heaven becomes their reality over the reality on earth.

New ground will be taken for others to follow. The barriers of hope will be expanded in the body of Christ, opening up new levels of faith and hope for both this and the next generation to enter.

Witness

I can bear witness that God is calling individuals in Norway to be part of Rhema 1000. Of course I don’t know if there are 1000, but the move of God bears witness of truth.

Call to action

Pray for the ones called to take this new ground. Pray that their identity shall be known to them and grow strong in their hearts. Pray for their success in pressing in. Also pray that they may inspire and pass on to others what they learn.

More info:
The Signs and Wonders of Norway (BobHartley.org)