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My hope and desire is to bless you with His presence

Wednesday, October 14th, 2009
I got really frustrated. I had walk one mile too many for God. I had put everything on the line.

Then, just when I expected everything to turn around to the better, he asked me: “Am I really enough for you? Give me everything you got.”

Surrounded by His glory I fell down on my knees and cried out: “Yes, you are enough, but you must give me one thing. You must give me alignment among the people close to me.”

After that I killed everything, as promised. I closed down everything related to my service for God. I shut down my blogs. I sent e-mails to people telling them I could no longer follow up on my promises. I teared up an old poster with my old vision.

Then I fought my inner struggle: Why did God ask so much? Hadn’t I already done enough? When would he turn the tides around? Could I really trust him? How could I go on?

It was a real system hard reset.

The first God reactivated was: “Come, live in my presence. Come, live close to me. Come, feel my heart beats”.

Then, a couple of weeks later I understood that in order to live in the glory, I need to give glory away. And that glory is this blog.

My hope for this blog

My hope for this blog is to bless you. I hope to bring hope, power, love and God’s presence into your life through this blog. This is a journey we walk together. Because I can only give you what I get. And I will give you what I get.